“Therewillbebadweatherinthreeorfourdays,”hesaid。“Butnottonightandnottomorrow。Rignowtogetsomesleep,oldman,whilethefishiscalmandsteady。”
Heheldthelinetightinhisrighthandandthenpushedhisthighagainsthisrighthandasheleanedallhisweightagainstthewoodofthebow。Thenhepassedthelinealittleloweronhisshouldersandbracedhislefthandonit。
Myrighthandcanholditaslongasitisbraced,hethought。Ifitrelaxesinsleepmylefthandwillwakemeasthelinegoesout。Itishardontherighthand。Butheisusedtopunishment。EvenifIsleeptwentyminutesorahalfanhouritisgood。Helayforwardcrampinghimselfagainstthelinewithallofhisbody,puttingallhisweightontohisrighthand,andhewasasleep。
Hedidnotdreamofthelionsbutinsteadofavastschoolofporpoisesthatstretchedforeightortenmilesanditwasinthetimeoftheirmatingandtheywouldleaphighintotheairandreturnintothesameholetheyhadmadeinthewaterwhentheyleaped。
Thenhedreamedthathewasinthevillageonhisbedandtherewasanortherandhewasverycoldandhisrightarmwasasleepbecausehisheadhadrestedonitinsteadofapillow。
Afterthathebegantodreamofthelongyellowbeachandhesawthefirstofthelionscomedownontoitintheearlydarkandthentheotherlionscameandherestedhischinonthewoodofthebowswheretheshiplayanchoredwiththeeveningoff-shorebreezeandhewaitedtoseeiftherewouldbemorelionsandhewashappy。
Themoonhadbeenupforalongtimebuthesleptonandthefishpulledonsteadilyandtheboatmovedintothetunnelofclouds。
Hewokewiththejerkofhisrightfistcomingupagainsthisfaceandthelineburningoutthroughhisrighthand。Hehadnofeelingofhislefthandbuthebrakedallhecouldwithhisrightandthelinerushedout。Finallyhislefthandfoundthelineandheleanedbackagainstthelineandnowitburnedhisbackandhislefthand,andhislefthandwastakingallthestrainandcuttingbadly。Helookedbackatthecoilsoflineandtheywerefeedingsmoothly。Justthenthefishjumpedmakingagreatburstingoftheoceanandthenaheavyfall。Thenhejumpedagainandagainandtheboatwasgoingfastalthoughlinewasstillracingoutandtheoldmanwasraisingthestraintobreakingpointandraisingittobreakingpointagainandagain。Hehadbeenpulleddowntightontothebowandhisfacewasinthecutsliceofdolphinandhecouldnotmove。
Thisiswhatwewaitedfor,hethought。Sonowletustakeit。
Makehimpayfortheline,hethought。Makehimpayforit。
Hecouldnotseethefishsjumpsbutonlyheardthebreakingoftheoceanandtheheavysplashashefell。Thespeedofthelinewascuttinghishandsbadlybuthehadalwaysknownthiswouldhappenandhetriedtokeepthecuttingacrossthecallousedpartsandnotletthelineslipintothepalmnorcutthefingers。
Iftheboywasherehewouldwetthecoilsofline,hethought。Yes。Iftheboywerehere。Iftheboywerehere。
Thelinewentoutandoutandoutbutitwasslowingnowandhewasmakingthefishearneachinchofit。Nowhegothisheadupfromthewoodandoutofthesliceoffishthathischeekhadcrushed。Thenhewasonhiskneesandthenheroseslowlytohisfeet。Hewascedinglinebutmoreslowlyallthetime。Heworkedbacktowherehecouldfeelwithhisfootthecoilsoflinethathecouldnotsee。Therewasplentyoflinestillandnowthefishhadtopullthefrictionofallthatnewlinethroughthewater。
Yes,hethought。AndnowhehasjumpedmorethanadozentimesandfilledthesacksalonghisbackwithairandhecannotgodowndeeptodiewhereIcannotbringhimup。HewillstartcirclingsoonandthenImustworkonhim。Iwonderwhatstartedhimsosuddenly?Couldithavebeenhungerthatmadehimdesperate,orwashefrightenedbysomethinginthenight?Maybehesuddenlyfeltfear。Buthewassuchacalm,strongfishandheseemedsofearlessandsoconfident。
Itisstrange。
“Youbetterbefearlessandconfidentyourself,oldman,”hesaid。“Youreholdinghimagainbutyoucannotgetline。Butsoonhehastocircle。”
Theoldmanheldhimwithhislefthandandhisshouldersnowandstoopeddownandscoopedupwaterinhisrighthandtogetthecrusheddolphinfleshoffhisface。Hewasafraidthatitmightnauseatehimandhewouldvomitandlosehisstrength。Whenhisfacewascleanedhewashedhisrighthandinthewateroverthesideandthenletitstayinthesaltwaterwhilehewatchedthefirstlightcomebeforethesunrise。Hesheadedalmosteast,hethought。Thatmeansheistiredandgoingwiththecurrent。Soonhewillhavetocircle。Thenourtrueworkbegins。
Afterhejudgedthathisrighthandhadbeeninthewaterlongenoughhetookitoutandlookedatit。
“Itisnotbad。”hesaid。“Andpaindoesnotmattertoaman。”
Hetookholdofthelinecarefullysothatitdidnotfitintoanyofthefreshlinecutsandshiftedhisweightsothathecouldputhislefthandintotheseaontheothersideoftheskiff。
“Youdidnotdosobadlyforsomethingworthless,”hesaidtohislefthand。“ButtherewasamomentwhenIcouldnotfindyou。”
WhywasInotbornwithtwogoodhands?Hethought。Perhapsitwasmyfaultinnottrainingthatoneproperly。ButGodknowshehashadenoughchancestolearn。Hedidnotdosobadlyinthenight,though,andhehasonlycrampedonce。Ifhecrampsagainletthelinecuthimoff。
Whenhethoughtthatheknewthathewasnotbeingclear-headedandhethoughtheshouldchewsomemoreofthedolphin。ButIcant,hetoldhimself。Itisbettertobelight-headedthantoloseyourstrengthfromnausea。AndIknowIcannotkeepitifIeatitsincemyfacewasinit。Iwillkeepitforanemergencyuntilitgoesbad。Butitistoolatetotryforstrengthnowthroughnourishment。Yourestupid,hetoldhimself。Eattheotherflyingfish。
Itwasthere,cleanedandready,andhepickeditupwithhislefthandandateitchewingthebonescarefullyandeatingallofitdowntothetail。
Ithasmorenourishmentthanalmostanyfish,hethought。AtleastthekindofstrengththatIneed。NowIhavedonewhatIcan,hethought。Lethimbegintocircleandletthefightcome。
Thesunwasrisingforthethirdtimesincehehadputtoseawhenthefishstartedtocircle。
Hecouldnotseebytheslantofthelinethatthefishwascircling。Itwastooearlyforthat。Hejustfeltafaintslackeningofthepressureofthelineandhecommencedtopullonitgentlywithhisrighthand。Ittightened,asalways,butjustwhenhereachedthepointwhereitwouldbreak,linebegantocomein。Heslippedhisshouldersandheadfromunderthelineandbegantopullinlinesteadilyandgently。Heusedbothofhishandsinaswingingmotionandtriedtodothepullingasmuchashecouldwithhisbodyandhislegs。Hisoldlegsandshoulderspivotedwiththeswingingofthepulling。
“Itisaverybigcircle,”hesaid。“Butheiscircling。”
Thenthelinewouldnotcomeinanymoreandheheldituntilhesawthedropsjumpingfromitinthesun。Thenitstartedoutandtheoldmankneltdownandletitgogrudginglybackintothedarkwater。
“Heismakingthefarpartofhiscirclenow,”hesaid。ImustholdallIcan,hethought。Thestrainwillshortenhiscircleeachtime。PerhapsinanhourIwillseehim。NowImustconvincehimandthenImustkillhim。