Butyouenjoyedkillingthedentuso,hethought。Helivesonthelivefishasyoudo。Heisnotascavengernorjustamovingappetiteassomesharksare。Heisbeautifulandnobleandknowsnofearofanything。
“Ikilledhiminself-defense,”theoldmansaidaloud。“AndIkilledhimwell。”
Besides,hethought,everythingkillseverythingelseinsomeway。Fishingkillsmeexactlyasitkeepsmealive。Theboykeepsmealive,hethought。Imustnotdeceivemyselftoomuch。
Heleanedoverthesideandpulledlooseapieceofthemeatofthefishwherethesharkhadcuthim。Hecheweditandnoteditsqualityanditsgoodtaste。Itwasfirmandjuicy,likemeat,butitwasnotred。Therewasnospringinessinitandheknewthatitwouldbringthehighestpriceinthemarket。Buttherewasnowaytokeepitsscentoutofthewaterandtheoldmanknewthataverybadtimewascoming。
Thebreezewassteady。Ithadbackedalittlefurtherintothenortheastandheknewthatmeantthatitwouldnotfalloff。Theoldmanlookedaheadofhimbuthecouldseenosailsnorcouldheseethehullnorthesmokeofanyship。Therewereonlytheflyingfishthatwentupfromhisbowsailingawaytoeithersideandtheyellowpatchesofgulf-weed。Hecouldnotevenseeabird。
Hehadailedfortwohours,restinginthesternandsometimeschewingabitofthemeatfromthemarlin,tryingtorestandtobestrong,whenhesawthefirstofthetwosharks。
“Ay,”hesaidaloud。Thereisnotranslationforthiswordandperhapsitisjustanoisesuchasamanmightmake,involuntarily,feelingthenailgothroughhishandsandintothewood。
“Galanos。”hesaidaloud。Hehadseenthesecondfinnowcomingupbehindthefirstandhadidentifiedthemasshovel-nosedsharksbythebrown,triangularfinandthesweepingmovementsofthetail。Theyhadthescentandwereexcitedandinthestupidityoftheirgreathungertheywerelosingandfindingthescentintheirexcitement。Buttheywereclosingallthetime。
Theoldmanmadethesheetfastandjammedthetiller。Thenhetookuptheoarwiththeknifelashedtoit。Helifteditaslightlyashecouldbecausehishandsrebelledatthepain。Thenheopenedandclosedthemonitlightlytoloosenthem。Heclosedthemfirmlysotheywouldtakethepainnowandwouldnotflinchandwatchedthesharkscome。Hecouldseetheirwide,flattened,shovel-pointedheadsnowandtheirwhite-tippedwidepectoralfins。Theywerehatefulsharks,badsmelling,scavengersaswellaskillers,andwhentheywerehungrytheywouldbiteatanoarortherudderofaboat。Itwasthesesharksthatwouldcuttheturtleslegsandflippersoffwhentheturtleswereasleeponthesurface,andtheywouldhitamaninthewater,iftheywerehungry,evenifthemanhadnosmelloffishbloodnoroffishslimeonhim。
“Ay,”theoldmansaid。“Galanos。ComeonGalanos。”
Theycame。ButtheydidnotcomeastheMakohadcome。Oneturnedandwentoutofsightundertheskiffandtheoldmancouldfeeltheskiffshakeashejerkedandpulledonthefish。Theotherwatchedtheoldmanwithhisslittedyelloweyesandthencameinfastwithhishalfcircleofjawswidetohitthefishwherehehadalreadybeenbitten。Thelineshowedclearlyonthetopofhisbrownheadandbackwherethebrainjoinedthespinalcordandtheoldmandrovetheknifeontheoarintothejuncture,withdrewit,anddroveitinagainintothesharksyellowcat-likeeyes。Thesharkletgoofthefishandsliddown,swallowingwhathehadtakenashedied。
Theskiffwasstillshakingwiththedestructiontheothersharkwasdoingtothefishandtheoldmanletgothesheetsothattheskiffwouldswingbroadsideandbringthesharkoutfromunder。Whenhesawthesharkheleanedoverthesideandpunchedathim。Hehitonlymeatandthehidewassethardandhebarelygottheknifein。Theblowhurtnotonlyhishandsbuthisshouldertoo。Butthesharkcameupfastandhisheadoutandtheoldmanhithimsquarelyinthecenterofhisflat-toppedheadashisnosecameoutofwaterandlayagainstthefish。Theoldmanwithdrewthebladeandpunchedthesharkexactlyinthesamespotagain。Hestillhungtothefishwithhisjawshookedandtheoldmanstabbedhiminhislefteye。Thesharkstillhungthere。
“No?”theoldmansaidandhedrovethebladebetweenthevertebraeandthebrain。Itwasaneasyshotnowandhefeltthecartilagesever。Theoldmanreversedtheoarandputthebladebetweenthesharksjawstoopenthem。Hetwistedthebladeandasthesharkslidloosehesaid,“Goon,galano。Slidedownamiledeep。Goseeyourfriend,ormaybeitsyourmother。”
Theoldmanwipedthebladeofhisknifeandlaiddowntheoar。Thenhefoundthesheetandthesailfilledandhebroughttheskiffontohercourse。
“Theymusthavetakenaquarterofhimandofthebestmeat,”hesaidaloud。“IwishitwereadreamandthatIhadneverhookedhim。Imsorryaboutit,fish。Itmakeseverythingwrong。”Hestoppedandhedidnotwanttolookatthefishnow。Drainedofbloodandawashhelookedthecolorofthesilverbackingofamirrorandhisstripesstillshowed。
“Ishouldnthavegoneoutsofar,fish,”hesaid。“Neitherforyounorforme。Imsorry,fish。”
Now,hesaidtohimself。Looktothelashingontheknifeandseeifithasbeencut。Thengetyourhandinorderbecausetherestillismoretocome。
“IwishIhadastonefortheknife,”theoldmansaidafterhehadcheckedthelashingontheoarbutt。“Ishouldhavebroughtastone。”Youshouldhavebroughtmanythings,hethought。Butyoudidnotbringthem,oldman。Nowisnotimetothinkofwhatyoudonothave。Thinkofwhatyoucandowithwhatthereis。
“Yougivememuchgoodcounsel,”hesaidaloud。“Imtiredofit。”
Heheldthetillerunderhisarmandsoakedbothhishandsinthewaterastheskiffdroveforward。
“Godknowshowmuchthatlastonetook,”hesaid。“Butshesmuchlighternow。”Hedidnotwanttothinkofthemutilatedunder-sideofthefish。Heknewthateachofthejerkingbumpsofthesharkhadbeenmeattornawayandthatthefishnowmadeatrailforallsharksaswideasahighwaythroughthesea。
Hewasafishtokeepamanallwinter,hethought。Dontthinkofthat。Justrestandtrytogetyourhandsinshapetodefendwhatisleftofhim。Thebloodsmellfrommyhandsmeansnothingnowwithallthatscentinthewater。Besidestheydonotbleedmuch。Thereisnothingcutthatmeansanything。Thebleedingmaykeeptheleftfromcramping。
WhatcanIthinkofnow?Hethought。Nothing。Imustthinkofnothingandwaitforthenextones。Iwishithadreallybeenadream,hethought。Butwhoknows?Itmighthaveturnedoutwell。
Thenextsharkthatcamewasasingleshovel-nose。Hecamelikeapigtothetroughifapighadamouthsowidethatyoucouldputyourheadinit。Theoldmanlethimhitthefishandthendrovetheknifeontheoardownintohisbrain。Butthesharkjerkedbackwardsasherolledandtheknifebladesnapped。
Theoldmansettledhimselftosteer。Hedidnotevenwatchthebigsharksinkingslowlyinthewater,showingfirstlife-size,thensmall,thentiny。Thatalwaysfascinatedtheoldman。Buthedidnotevenwatchitnow。
“Ihavethegaffnow,”hesaid。“Butitwilldonogood。Ihavethetwooarsandthetillerandtheshortclub。”
Nowtheyhavebeatenme,hethought。Iamtoooldtoclubsharkstodeath。ButIwilltryitaslongasIhavetheoarsandtheshortclubandthetiller。