“Imovedhim,”theoldmansaid。“Imovedhimthen。”
Hefeltfaintagainnowbutheheldonthegreatfishallthestrainthathecould。Imovedhim,hethought。MaybethistimeIcangethimover。Pull,hands,hethought。Holdup,legs。Lastforme,head。Lastforme。Youneverwent。ThistimeIllpullhimover。
Butwhenheputallofhisefforton,startingitwelloutbeforethefishcamealongsideandpullingwithallhisstrength,thefishpulledpartwayoverandthenrightedhimselfandswamaway。
“Fish,”theoldmansaid。“Fish,youaregoingtohavetodieanyway。Doyouhavetokillmetoo?”
Thatwaynothingisaccomplished,hethought。Hismouthwastoodrytospeakbuthecouldnotreachforthewaternow。Imustgethimalongsidethistime,hethought。Iamnotgoodformanymoreturns。
Yesyouare,hetoldhimself。Youregoodforever。
Onthenextturn,henearlyhadhim。Butagainthefishrightedhimselfandswamslowlyaway。
Youarekillingmefish,theoldmanthought。Butyouhavearightto。NeverhaveIseenagreater,ormorebeautiful,oracalmerormorenoblethingthanyou,brother。Comeonandkillme。Idonotcarewhokillswho。
Nowyouaregettingconfusedinthehead,hethought。Youmustkeepyourheadclear。Keepyourheadclearandknowhowtosufferlikeaman。Orafish,hethought。
“Clearup,head,”hesaidinavoicehecouldhardlyhear。“Clearup。”
Twicemoreitwasthesameontheturns。
Idonotknow,theoldmanthought。Hehadbeenonthepointoffeelinghimselfgoeachtime。Idonotknow。ButIwilltryitoncemore。
Hetrieditoncemoreandhefelthimselfgoingwhenheturnedthefish。Thefishrightedhimselfandswamoffagainslowlywiththegreattailweavingintheair。
Illtryitagain,theoldmanpromised,althoughhishandsweremushynowandhecouldonlyseewellinflashes。
Hetrieditagainanditwasthesame。So,hethought,andhefelthimselfgoingbeforehestarted;Iwilltryitonceagain。
Hetookallhispainandwhatwasleftofhisstrengthandhislonggoneprideandheputitagainstthefishsagonyandthefishcameoverontohissideandswamgentlyonhisside,hisbillalmosttouchingtheplankingoftheskiffandstartedtopasstheboat,long,deep,wide,silverandbarredwithpurpleandinterminableinthewater。
Theoldmandroppedthelineandputhisfootonitandliftedtheharpoonashighashecouldanddroveitdownwithallhisstrength,andmorestrengthhehadjustsummoned,intothefishssidejustbehindthegreatchestfinthatrosehighintheairtothealtitudeofthemanschest。Hefelttheirongoinandheleanedonitanddroveitfurtherandthenpushedallhisweightafterit。
Thenthefishcamealive,withhisdeathinhim,androsehighoutofthewatershowingallhisgreatlengthandwidthandallhispowerandhisbeauty。Heseemedtohangintheairabovetheoldmanintheskiff。Thenhefellintothewaterwithacrashthatsentsprayovertheoldmanandoveralloftheskiff。
Theoldmanfeltfaintandsickandhecouldnotseewell。Butheclearedtheharpoonlineandletitrunslowlythroughhisrawhandsand,whenhecouldsee,hesawthefishwasonhisbackwithhissilverbellyup。Theshaftoftheharpoonwasprojectingatananglefromthefishsshoulderandtheseawasdiscoloringwiththeredofthebloodfromhisheart。Firstitwasdarkasashoalinthebluewaterthatwasmorethanamiledeep。Thenitspreadlikeacloud。Thefishwassilverandstillandfloatedwiththewaves。
Theoldmanlookedcarefullyintheglimpseofvisionthathehad。Thenhetooktwoturnsoftheharpoonlinearoundthebittinthebowandlaidhisheadonhishands。
“Keepmyheadclear,”hesaidagainstthewoodofthebow。“Iamatiredoldman。ButIhavekilledthisfishwhichismybrotherandnowImustdotheslavework。”
NowImustpreparethenoosesandtheropetolashhimalongside,hethought。Evenifweweretwoandswampedhertoloadhimandbailedherout,thisskiffwouldneverholdhim。Imustprepareeverything,thenbringhiminandlashhimwellandstepthemastandsetsailforhome。
Hestartedtopullthefishintohavehimalongsidesothathecouldpassalinethroughhisgillsandouthismouthandmakehisheadfastalongsidethebow。Iwanttoseehim,hethought,andtotouchandtofeelhim。Heismyfortune,hethought。ButthatisnotwhyIwishtofeelhim。IthinkIfelthisheart,hethought。WhenIpushedontheharpoonshaftthesecondtime。Bringhiminnowandmakehimfastandgetthenoosearoundhistailandanotheraroundhismiddletobindhimtotheskiff。
“Gettowork,oldman,”hesaid。Hetookaverysmalldrinkofthewater。“Thereisverymuchslaveworktobedonenowthatthefightisover。”
Helookedupattheskyandthenouttohisfish。Helookedatthesuncarefully。Itisnotmuchmorethannoon,hethought。Andthetradewindisrising。Thelinesallmeannothingnow。TheboyandIwillsplicethemwhenwearehome。
“Comeon,fish,”hesaid。Butthefishdidnotcome。Insteadhelaytherewallowingnowintheseasandtheoldmanpulledtheskiffupontohim。
Whenhewasevenwithhimandhadthefishsheadagainstthebowhecouldnotbelievehissize。Butheuntiedtheharpoonropefromthebitt,passeditthroughthefishsgillsandouthisjaws,madeaturnaroundhisswordthenpassedtheropethroughtheothergill,madeanotherturnaroundthebillandknottedthedoubleropeandmadeitfasttothebittinthebow。Hecuttheropethenandwentasterntonoosethetail。Thefishhadturnedsilverfromhisoriginalpurpleandsilver,andthestripesshowedthesamepalevioletcolorashistail。Theywerewiderthanamanshandwithhisfingersspreadandthefishseyelookedasdetachedasthemirrorsinaperiscopeorasasaintinaprocession。
“Itwastheonlywaytokillhim,”theoldmansaid。Hewasfeelingbettersincethewaterandheknewhewouldnotgoawayandhisheadwasclear。Hesoverfifteenhundredpoundsthewayheis,hethought。Maybemuchmore。Ifhedressesouttwo-thirdsofthatatthirtycentsapound?
“Ineedapencilforthat,”hesaid。“Myheadisnotthatclear。ButIthinkthegreatDiMaggiowouldbeproudofmetoday。Ihadnobonespurs。Butthehandsandthebackhurttruly。”Iwonderwhatabonespuris,hethought。Maybewehavethemwithoutknowingofit。
Hemadethefishfasttobowandsternandtothemiddlethwart。Hewassobigitwaslikelashingamuchbiggerskiffalongside。Hecutapieceoflineandtiedthefishslowerjawagainsthisbillsohismouthwouldnotopenandtheywouldsailascleanlyaspossible。Thenhesteppedthemastand,withthestickthatwashisgaffandwithhisboomrigged,thepatchedsaildrew,theboatbegantomove,andhalflyinginthesternhesailedsouthwest。