Justthen,watchinghislines,hesawoneoftheprojectinggreensticksdipsharply。
“Yes,”hesaid。“Yes,”andshippedhisoarswithoutbumpingtheboat。Hereachedoutforthelineandhelditsoftlybetweenthethumbandforefingerofhisrighthand。Hefeltnostrainnorweightandheheldthelinelightly。Thenitcameagain。Thistimeitwasatentativepull,notsolidnorheavy,andheknewexactlywhatitwas。Onehundredfathomsdownamarlinwaseatingthesardinesthatcoveredthepointandtheshankofthehookwherethehand-forgedhookprojectedfromtheheadofthesmalltuna。
Theoldmanheldthelinedelicately,andsoftly,withhislefthand,unleasheditfromthestick。Nowhecouldletitrunthroughhisfingerswithoutthefishfeelinganytension。
Thisfarout,hemustbehugeinthismonth,hethought。Eatthem,fish。Eatthem。Pleaseeatthem。Howfreshtheyareandyoudowntheresixhundredfeetinthatcoldwaterinthedark。Makeanotherturninthedarkandcomebackandeatthem。
Hefeltthelightdelicatepullingandthenaharderpullwhenasardinesheadmusthavebeenmoredifficulttobreakfromthehook。Thentherewasnothing。
“Comeon,”theoldmansaidaloud。“Makeanotherturn。Justsmellthem。Arenttheylovely?Eatthemgoodnowandthenthereisthetuna。Hardandcoldandlovely。Dontbeshy,fish。Eatthem。”
Hewaitedwiththelinebetweenhisthumbandhisfinger,watchingitandtheotherlinesatthesametimeforthefishmighthaveswumupordown。Thencamethesamedelicatepullingtouchagain。
“Helltakeit,”theoldmansaidaloud。“Godhelphimtotakeit。”
Hedidnottakeitthough。Hewasgoneandtheoldmanfeltnothing。
“Hecanthavegone,”hesaid。“Christknowshecanthavegone。Hesmakingaturn。Maybehehasbeenhookedbeforeandherememberssomethingofit。”
Thenhefeltthegentletouchonthelineandhewashappy。
“Itwasonlyhisturn,”hesaid。“Helltakeit。”
Hewashappyfeelingthegentlepullingandthenhefeltsomethinghardandunbelievablyheavy。Itwastheweightofthefishandheletthelineslipdown,down,down,unrollingoffthefirstofthetworeservecoils。Asitwentdown,slippinglightlythroughtheoldmansfingers,hestillcouldfeelthegreatweight,thoughthepressureofhisthumbandfingerwerealmostimperceptible。
“Whatafish,”hesaid。“Hehasitsidewaysinhismouthnowandheismovingoffwithit。”
Thenhewillturnandswallowit,hethought。Hedidnotsaythatbecauseheknewthatifyousaidagoodthingitmightnothappen。Heknewwhatahugefishthiswasandhethoughtofhimmovingawayinthedarknesswiththetunaheldcrosswiseinhismouth。Atthatmomenthefelthimstopmovingbuttheweightwasstillthere。Thentheweightincreasedandhegavemoreline。Hetightenedthepressureofhisthumbandfingerforamomentandtheweightincreasedandwasgoingstraightdown。
“Hestakenit,”hesaid。“NowIlllethimeatitwell。”
Heletthelineslipthroughhisfingerswhilehereacheddownwithhislefthandandmadefastthefreeendofthetworeservecoilstotheloopofthetworeservecoilsofthenextline。Nowhewasready。Hehadthreeforty-fathomcoilsoflineinreservenow,aswellasthecoilhewasusing。
“Eatitalittlemore,”hesaid。“Eatitwell。”
Eatitsothatthepointofthehookgoesintoyourheartandkillsyou,hethought,Comeupeasyandletmeputtheharpoonintoyou。Allright。Areyouready?Haveyoubeenlongenoughattable?
“Now!”Hesaidaloudandstruckhardwithbothhands,gainedayardoflineandthenstruckagainandagain,swingingwitheacharmalternatelyonthecordwithallthestrengthofhisarmsandthepivotedweightofhisbody。
Nothinghappened。Thefishjustmovedawayslowlyandtheoldmancouldnotraisehimaninch。Hislinewasstrongandmadeforheavyfishandhehelditagainsthisbackuntilitwassotautthatbeadsofwaterwerejumpingfromit。Thenitbegantomakeaslowhissingsoundinthewaterandhestillheldit,bracinghimselfagainstthethwartandleaningbackagainstthepull。Theboatbegantomoveslowlyofftowardthenorthwest。
Thefishmovedsteadilyandtheytravelledslowlyonthecalmwater。Theotherbaitswerestillinthewaterbuttherewasnothingtobedone。
“IwishIhadtheboy,”theoldmansaidaloud。“ImbeingtowedbyafishandImthetowingbitt。Icouldmakethelinefast。Butthenhecouldbreakit。ImustholdhimallIcanandgivehimlinewhenhemusthaveit。ThankGodheistravellingandnotgoingdown。”
WhatIwilldoifhedecidestogodown,Idontknow。WhatIlldoifhesoundsanddiesIdontknow。ButIlldosomething。ThereareplentyofthingsIcando。
Heheldthelineagainsthisbackandwatcheditsslantinthewaterandtheskiffmovingsteadilytothenorthwest。
Thiswillkillhim,theoldmanthought。Hecantdothisforever。Butfourhourslaterthefishwasstillswimmingsteadilyouttosea,towingtheskiff,andtheoldmanwasstillbracedsolidlywiththelineacrosshisback。
“ItwasnoonwhenIhookedhim,”hesaid。“AndIhaveneverseenhim。”
Hehadpushedhisstrawhatharddownonhisheadbeforehehookedthefishanditwascuttinghisforehead。Hewasthirstytooandhegotdownonhiskneesand,beingcarefulnottojerkontheline,movedasfarintothebowashecouldgetandreachedthewaterbottlewithonehand。Heopeneditanddrankalittle。Thenherestedagainstthebow。Herestedsittingontheunsteppedmastandsailandtriednottothinkbutonlytoendure。
Thenhelookedbehindhimandsawthatnolandwasvisible。Thatmakesnodifference,hethought。IcanalwayscomeinontheglowfromHavana。Therearetwomorehoursbeforethesunsetsandmaybehewillcomeupbeforethat。Ifhedoesntmaybehewillcomeupwiththemoon。Ifhedoesnotdothatmaybehewillcomeupwiththesunrise。IhavenocrampsandIfeelstrong。Itishethathasthehookinhismouth。Butwhatafishtopulllikethat。Hemusthavehismouthshuttightonthewire。IwishIcouldseehim。IwishIcouldseehimonlyoncetoknowwhatIhaveagainstme。
Thefishneverchangedhiscoursenorhisdirectionallthatnightasfarasthemancouldtellfromwatchingthestars。Itwascoldafterthesunwentdownandtheoldmanssweatdriedcoldonhisbackandhisarmsandhisoldlegs。Duringthedayhehadtakenthesackthatcoveredthebaitboxandspreaditinthesuntodry。Afterthesunwentdownhetieditaroundhisnecksothatithungdownoverhisbackandhecautiouslyworkeditdownunderthelinethatwasacrosshisshouldersnow。Thesackcushionedthelineandhehadfoundawayofleaningforwardagainstthebowsothathewasalmostcomfortable。Thepositionactuallywasonlysomewhatlessintolerable;buthethoughtofitasalmostcomfortable。Icandonothingwithhimandhecandonothingwithme,hethought。Notaslongashekeepsthisup。
Oncehestoodupandurinatedoverthesideoftheskiffandlookedatthestarsandcheckedhiscourse。Thelineshowedlikeaphosphorescentstreakinthewaterstraightoutfromhisshoulders。TheyweremovingmoreslowlynowandtheglowofHavanawasnotsostrong,sothatheknewthecurrentmustbecarryingthemtotheeastward。IfIlosetheglareofHavanawemustbegoingmoretotheeastward,hethought。ForifthefishscourseheldtrueImustseeitformanymorehours。Iwonderhowthebaseballcameoutinthegrandleaguestoday,hethought。Itwouldbewonderfultodothiswitharadio。Thenhethought,thinkofitalways。Thinkofwhatyouaredoing。Youmustdonothingstupid。
Thenhesaidaloud,“IwishIhadtheboy。Tohelpmeandtoseethis。”
Nooneshouldbealoneintheiroldage,hethought。Butitisunavoidable。Imustremembertoeatthetunabeforehespoilsinordertokeepstrong。Remember,nomatterhowlittleyouwantto,thatyoumusteathiminthemorning。Remember,hesaidtohimself。
Duringthenighttwoporpoisecamearoundtheboatandhecouldhearthemrollingandblowing。Hecouldtellthedifferencebetweentheblowingnoisethemalemadeandthesighingblowofthefemale。
“Theyaregood,”hesaid。“Theyplayandmakejokesandloveoneanother。Theyareourbrothersliketheflyingfish。”
Thenhebegantopitythegreatfishthathehadhooked。Heiswonderfulandstrangeandwhoknowshowoldheis,hethought。NeverhaveIhadsuchastrongfishnoronewhoactedsostrangely。Perhapsheistoowisetojump。Hecouldruinmebyjumpingorbyawildrush。Butperhapshehasbeenhookedmanytimesbeforeandheknowsthatthisishowheshouldmakehisfight。Hecannotknowthatitisonlyonemanagainsthim,northatitisanoldman。Butwhatagreatfishheisandwhathewillbringinthemarketifthefleshisgood。Hetookthebaitlikeamaleandhepullslikeamaleandhisfighthasnopanicinit。IwonderifhehasanyplansorifheisjustasdesperateasIam?
Herememberedthetimehehadhookedoneofapairofmarlin。Themalefishalwaysletthefemalefishfeedfirstandthehookedfish,thefemale,madeawild,panic-stricken,despairingfightthatsoonexhaustedher,andallthetimethemalehadstayedwithher,crossingthelineandcirclingwithheronthesurface。Hehadstayedsoclosethattheoldmanwasafraidhewouldcutthelinewithhistailwhichwassharpasascytheandalmostofthatsizeandshape。Whentheoldmanhadgaffedherandclubbedher,holdingtherapierbillwithitssandpaperedgeandclubbingheracrossthetopofherheaduntilhercolorturnedtoacoloralmostlikethebackingofmirrors,andthen,withtheboysaid,hoistedheraboard,themalefishhadstayedbythesideoftheboat。Then,whiletheoldmanwasclearingthelinesandpreparingtheharpoon,themalefishjumpedhighintotheairbesidetheboattoseewherethefemalewasandthenwentdowndeep,hislavenderwings,thatwerehispectoralfins,spreadwideandallhiswidelavenderstripesshowing。Hewasbeautiful,theoldmanremembered,andhehadstayed。
ThatwasthesaddestthingIeversawwiththem,theoldmanthought。Theboywassadtooandwebeggedherpardonandbutcheredherpromptly。
“Iwishtheboywashere,”hesaidaloudandsettledhimselfagainsttheroundedplanksofthebowandfeltthestrengthofthegreatfishthroughthelineheheldacrosshisshouldersmovingsteadilytowardwhateverhehadchosen。
Whenonce,throughmytreachery,ithadbeennecessarytohimtomakeachoice,theoldmanthought。